My Purse
~MY PURSE ~ This is basically an over spillage of all the things that go on in my head...
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Why I stay up late sometimes…
Is it weak of me to say that my profession scares the fuck outta me? It’s not even the deaths that I’ve seen really, it’s more like the potential of being the cause of deaths. I’m proud of what I do and I’m proud of my achievements but sometimes I think to myself, “holy shit, where did I take myself?” sometimes I just wanna give it up and sell flowers or paint or bake or just bathe cats, anything else except being responsible for the lives of others. I am very grateful for the job I have and appreciate the pay and the title but yeah sometimes it just gets to me. The thing that kinda saves me is that I truly have the care of my patients’ well-being in my heart. There’s just so much I know I cannot control, but it’s the things that I can control that is so frightening. I never really pray anymore but if I do, one major thing i pray for is to ask for god to have my back on things at work. Please help me catch an error in time, please help me spot signs that may otherwise be overlooked, please be the correct 5 rights, please make my memory my best friend and not my enemy… God help me.
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- Normal girls: Omg let's go get drunk and party
- Me: Omg let's talk about fictional characters
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WoWers with Lives!
Finally a PUG with nice ppl in it. We all fucked up and we all wiped like twice and no one blamed anyone or showed someone else up for being undergeared or wrongly-geared or wrongly spec’d. Oh my god, there ARE WoW gamers that have lives out there! /highfuckingfive! guys - bosses and raids just go so much smoother and more fun when no one is a bag of douches. Seriously, i hate when people freak the fuck out or nerd rage to the max during raids or bgs or whatever the fuck it is we are dorkily doing. People forget that it’s seriously JUST A GAME. I mean don’t get me wrong, I LOVE WORLD OF WARCRAFT, but I love other things too, like, oh i dont know, the outside world, or not key turning but instead driving to the city, moving my actual body with my actual friends and not controlling my avatar…. so yeah, if you are a nerd rager, just remember to go outside and like breath non-basement air and chill. WoW is so much more fun that way when you finally return to the chair and put your headphone/mic back on while impatiently waiting for the character screen to load. When you go outside, it WILL make your wow problems so much smaller, trust me, i promise this shit.
